Today has been a tough day. Not because of class or anything like that. And not anything that has to do with France actually. Today was tough because I had to say goodbye to Theo since he left for Texas and AIT today.
Now I am not gonna get all sappy on you or anything. Or at least I will try not to do so. That isn't the point of this blog. The point is to let people have a sneak peek at my life abroad...good AND bad. So today is a bad day, okay?
I knew today wasn't going to be easy. I knew today was going to be tough. I knew this day would be coming. It just sucks going from being able to talk to him about every day to not knowing if and when I will be able to see his face or hear his voice. That's the problem of not knowing how many freedoms and liberties he will have down at AIT. I know he will have them, but when is totally up in the air.
For now I just have to wait. I can't wait to get my first letter so that I will finally have somewhere to send letters to. And I can't wait to hear all about his adventures in Texas and all the work he will be accomplishing. No more sitting around for him being bored.
And I wait for June 29th. The day he will come home to me. The day I get to be back in his arms after five entire months of not getting the chance to. The day I get to say "Welcome Home" and hold him tight. I can't help but smile knowing that that day will come sooner then ever.
I love you Theodore. I don't know if you will ever read this but I am proud of you and I can't wait to end this long time a part from each other.
PS. Sorry for the unintentional sappiness. But one post out of many can't hurt right?
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